my laptop finally back!! and smth else

yes!! my laptop is finally back from the "hospital" already!! changed the monitor and its like brand new? i jus find my laptop like look better now... haha..

i've been tinking abt the same problem i was tinking a few weeks ago.. and recently another surfaced.. i dunno how to ans u.. i realli dunno.. pls give me some time or maybe we should find a time out to talk face to face abt this problem.. not jus via sms... hopefully u will oblige..

Lonely Christmas 2009!!

as stated there, lonely christmas this year.. quite not used to it.. haiz.. very painful tinking about the past again.. tsk tsk tsk.. haiz.. i deeply feel very wasted.. though i got go out wif frens but my mind is always away..

good day!!!

yeah today very happy!!! got my first real jersey.. but i dunno y i bought spain... cos got fernando torres?? haha.. and a very cheap clima-cool shirt for onli 20 bucks... weee... where else can u get these offers?? omg.. the jersey btw is onli 60?? initially tot like buy for wat, but after tinking 60 dollars is worth the deal? and its not like i always buy jersey? so can buy one and try? haha.. funny me but i tink i like today's expenditure.. hehe..

tml i going vivo again.. omg.. when can i stop going there?? i tink i simply love it too much... and its on NEL!!!! haha.. easy to travel there...

vivo city fever

i tink these few days i will be going there quite frequent lo.. lol..

This week:
1. Monday - Went to get my laptop fixed, need to go to alexandra den need to pass by vivo
2. Wednesday - Going to meet my primary sch frens to look at adidas "sales"
3. Thursday - Going to queensway, need to go vivo first den can change bus go there
4. Unconfirmed - To collect my laptop back from HP Service Centre

tink vivo is a great place though?? haha..

Bodyguards and Assasins (Movie)

today my pri sch frens, Kirby and Shawn and me went to watch this movie called "Bodyguards and Assasins".. didnt noe got so much blood in the movie.. lol.. but i still alright.. the action very nice, especially Donny Yen? haha.. best stunt man in the film.. he jump here jump there den he ended his scene while running into a galloping horse.. wtf rit? but he sacrificed himself for protecting the so-called saviour for the China future..

Overall: i tink i'd say 4/5..

great evening..

had a great evening wif u.. glad that u seem ok and u're gaining weight.. haha.. that's a good sign u noe? at least u nv get thinner =) hope u'll have a better future.. and may we meet up again soon.. hehe..

and i got my black pants already!! haha.. very longing for a black pants liao.. finally today went to zara and found it!! lol..

sick again...

ever since the bad incident happened, my body like very weak like that.. keep falling ill =( dunno y but its like linked to that.... haiz.. got any permanent cure????

aiyo...

i must make myself feel more lively and happy again!!!

last break of the year...

and yes i will be on leave and off till the end of this year!!! till 2nd of january den going back to do COS duty.. hehe.. pity those ppl who are taking recruits now.. if not long break for them too..

phuket here i come!! =DD

feeling better...

after i talk to someone i tink i felt better.. dunno y but jus feel like less emo?? but towards my family i still feel like quite stressed up.. dunno y.. haiz.. it will take time but i will overcome it i swear..

depression

i tink i getting depression soon.. whenever i am alone, i tink about u.. whenever i see the store we went before, i tink about u too.. whenever i see couples holding hands walking together, i tink about u..

i need someone to brighten my life.. i wonder how long will i take to walk out of the shadow.......

reflection

ok i tink its time i stop to question already.. sorry.. but i must say that i am still concern about u, as a fren.. that's y i ask.. if not i wouldn't even ask anything from u.. i hope u understand how i feel and try to compromise wif me.. i was the one who was given the sudden attack..

finally its over...

recruits POP already... lull!!! wee... and my trip to phuket im looking forward for it.. yeah!!

recently got quite a few nice songs.. try listen - Whataya want from me by adam lambert and mad world by adam lambert and speechless by lady gaga.. kept listening to those songs.. lol.. i realised that the adam lambert's voice very powerful.. i like that kind of voice.. haha..

Lady Gaga - Speechless (LIVE on Ellen's Show)

something about online shopping..

recently i've been trying to online shopping.. i tink its cos of the influence of someone.. and i got this shirt which i (or she) wanted to get previously but there was no more size already.. so now its back and i went to get it.. haha..

looks cute.. so i went to get it.. haha.. i need more nice clothes to get out of my house.. if not i'd be wearing the same stuff everytime.. very not my style.. hopefully my trip to the phuket in jan would be fulfilling too.. den can get more clothes from there too.. lol...

i don understand...

y am i feeling this way?? can someone pls help me up?

guard duty

so sian tonight have to go back.. don feel like doing guard duty on a long weekend lo.. especially on a saturday.. haiz.. how i wish i am not doing den at least can rest at home..

anyway the trip to phuket has been confirmed!!! got the confirmation letter from the jetstar already.. so our flight is officially booked!! yeahs!!! now on to the booking of hotel.. must find a cheap and good one so that we can save some money... its gonna be a 4 days 3 nights trip.. must enjoy it.. first time going overseas wif jus my fren for a holiday.. haha..

a new experience

i jus went to brewerks for a drink wif my frens.. actually sad to say first time trying to drink outside wif my frens.. drank this Hope Beer which for every order they will donate some money to the charity.. like very meaningful so we ordered that.. lol.. den plus a dish of platter stuff.. total cost like $140++.. didnt noe would come up to that amount sia.. like very exp.. but nvm for my experience so i shall be ok wif that.. but i got like drunk lo.. omg.. taking the mrt back also abit "seh" (a.k.a. not sober).. lol.. den like wanna puke like that.. it seems that wif the drunk feeling like can sleep better.. i literally like jus sleep on the train lo.. almost missed my stop if there isn't jian ming.. lol..

a new change

i have changed from my old blog's url to this.. will update more often.. =))

P.S.: don bother to look at the previous photos..

photos deleted from my com..

time for updates

hey hey hey!! hello to whoever still follows this blog.. long time no update.. i've been in Scorpion Coy for some time le.. find that time there pass quite fast.. lol.. everyday jus do ur job den very fast can reach nit time..

my grandpa just passed away recently unfortunately.. but in a peaceful way, after my grandma said nice things to him.. something like asking him to let go and don struggle le and not to worry about the rest of the family.. suddenly, the tot of my paternal side de grandma passing away jus flashed through my mind.. how she spent time wif me before and after she contracted cancer.. she was always wif me when i was young.. protecting from my then very fierce mother's attacks.. and "scratching" my back to make me fall asleep during afternoon naps.. haiz.. those were the days.. life still goes on with missing person on earth..

dunno is it fortunate or not, i was on COS duty for yesterday, a SUNDAY.. on sat, i tot i could come back to tekong in the last fastcraft at 11pm.. i call at 4 plus in the afternoon the saturday's COS, delford, to confirm the timing.. he told me that last ferry was onli at 6pm.. no more later ferries.. i was shocked.. instead of waiting and going out wif my gf, i changed plans to rush back down to pasir ris there to get to the SFT.. in addition i still helped those ppl staying in camp to buy mac tabao.. i took taxi even tinking that i don have enough time..

upon reaching the camp, the first thing he told me was sorry.. and the last ferry was at 11pm.. i was like WTF!! i could have gone out wif my gf at least.. i very long no eat and shop wif her le.. feel very guilty and now this.. WTF!! he told me he didnt noe.. so i got nothing to say but suck thumb lo.. haiz..

this lesson has taught us to be knowledgeable about the surrounding stuff so that we wont get it wrong..

new laptop bought!

hello the dusty blog, i am back!!

updates on myself:
- bought a new HP notebook
- bought my iTouch 8GB
- addition of our little ah elmo into the "ah-family"
- crossed to ASLC and now posted to Scorpion Company of BMTC as a 3SG
- almost completing my Commanders' Prep Course

hmm so long since i last posted smth.. so many things have changed too.. i got my rank!! hehe.. rit now im jus enjoying my life by booking out everyday.. dunno y we cant stay in also.. the sian part is need to keep spending money to book in and book out everyday.. haiz.. i jus wanna go the spec mess and see how its like.. and find out wat's the diff between tekong mess and the sispec mess.. lol..

dear recently has been busy.. so worry about her.. don wan her to be so tensed up.. i like her smiling everyday.. and it seems like i cant do much.. onli to tease her happy.. oh mao.. hopefully she will be happy when she see me ya?? =D

changes of us over time..

our first photo taken together wif her long hair

she getting prettier x1

she getting prettier x2 (tis time wif shorter hair)

now wearing scarf some more, but still prettier x3

wah now the hair realli short.. more pretty x4 wif the beautiful flowers I BOUGHT FOR HER..

looks more cheerful.. and i tink we look more alike as of tis time..

last photo wif her when i still have my hair.. i find her more brighten now..

during my first book out from army in my no. 4

(shall upload my botak photo wif her soon, hehe)

BSLC over on Valentine's Day

once again after a long break here i am back blogging yet again..

so rit now i had already completed my 8 weeks of BSLC or basic section leader course.. going to its ASLC or advanced section leader course.. haiz.. sian half when i hear of the news cos i wanted to go to Signals unit for the reason that they do not need to pass their SOC.. realli very jialat for my result lo.. dots.. i hate SOC.. ROAR.. but since i got into ASLC, might as well jus follow my fate and enjoy it? [no choice =( ]

as i was saying, the BSLC was quite a smooth course for me.. its jus like an advanced BMT for me la.. everything for example its events just got a little bit strenous but the discipline was more relaxed which i quite like.. although i had little sleep at times, i still find the course rather fun and enriching.. we learnt some new weapons and i get to noe alot more of frens.. haha..

and the day before on the valentine's day, it was so coincidence that i passed out from BSLC.. very memorable.. lol.. that was my 2nd official valentine's day wif my dear.. so fast 2 years plus plus liao since i noe her from my workplace at Metro Sengkang.. all thanks to it ya.. haha.. hmm though we didnt realli went for a good outing or wat, she still came wif my parents to come and fetch me after my book out wif a smiley face.. she realli brighten my life alot alot.. she's very unique in her own way.. cant tell u all cos she's mine!! but wat i can say is i love her very much and i place her importance first of any other things.. soon its going to be our anniversary again.. and more to come in future.. hehe!!