time for updates

hey hey hey!! hello to whoever still follows this blog.. long time no update.. i've been in Scorpion Coy for some time le.. find that time there pass quite fast.. lol.. everyday jus do ur job den very fast can reach nit time..

my grandpa just passed away recently unfortunately.. but in a peaceful way, after my grandma said nice things to him.. something like asking him to let go and don struggle le and not to worry about the rest of the family.. suddenly, the tot of my paternal side de grandma passing away jus flashed through my mind.. how she spent time wif me before and after she contracted cancer.. she was always wif me when i was young.. protecting from my then very fierce mother's attacks.. and "scratching" my back to make me fall asleep during afternoon naps.. haiz.. those were the days.. life still goes on with missing person on earth..

dunno is it fortunate or not, i was on COS duty for yesterday, a SUNDAY.. on sat, i tot i could come back to tekong in the last fastcraft at 11pm.. i call at 4 plus in the afternoon the saturday's COS, delford, to confirm the timing.. he told me that last ferry was onli at 6pm.. no more later ferries.. i was shocked.. instead of waiting and going out wif my gf, i changed plans to rush back down to pasir ris there to get to the SFT.. in addition i still helped those ppl staying in camp to buy mac tabao.. i took taxi even tinking that i don have enough time..

upon reaching the camp, the first thing he told me was sorry.. and the last ferry was at 11pm.. i was like WTF!! i could have gone out wif my gf at least.. i very long no eat and shop wif her le.. feel very guilty and now this.. WTF!! he told me he didnt noe.. so i got nothing to say but suck thumb lo.. haiz..

this lesson has taught us to be knowledgeable about the surrounding stuff so that we wont get it wrong..